Friday, July 22, 2011
♥ I'm feeling scared.
Feeling scared of what?
I'm afraid of failing.
I'm afraid of losing.
I'm afraid to hold on.
Because. I'm just too scared to handle the truth.
I'm afraid of failing.
I'm afraid of losing.
I'm afraid to hold on.
Because. I'm just too scared to handle the truth.
8:28 PM
♥ My name is Adeline
Yes that's me. Sigh. I have mixed feeling right now. Going on a bumpy ride. And stinky mosquitoes are biting me. :(
9:38 AM
Thursday, April 8, 2010
♥ Just to sayy
I'm really sorry if I was an ass to you all. I guess there's that person inside of me that's.. well kinda not right.
Anyways, if there is always something wrong about me, somethings about me that your not comfortable with YOU HAVE YO TELL ME!! I really wanna change. I really wanna be good. I really don't want, to be a bad person.
So...I guess I'm gonna be better. I gotta feeling. Okay Here we go~!!
A heart that has been stained for so long, takes a long time to wash away the blackness of it's soul.
Thank You So Much. =)
Anyways, if there is always something wrong about me, somethings about me that your not comfortable with YOU HAVE YO TELL ME!! I really wanna change. I really wanna be good. I really don't want, to be a bad person.
So...I guess I'm gonna be better. I gotta feeling. Okay Here we go~!!
A heart that has been stained for so long, takes a long time to wash away the blackness of it's soul.
Thank You So Much. =)
9:11 AM
Thursday, March 11, 2010
♥ Raaaaaar
For Lent I have Given up:
1) Facebooking ( yes if you see me on it's my little brother who plays the facebook games)
2) Food ( Manhattan fish market, sushi, pizza)
3) I shall not be selfish! ( I just realise I sometimes am >_<)
4) ___________________ ( You're not allowed to see! )
I also realise I'm not really serious in studies, mm.... why is that D: i'm not that obsessed with going college or uni stuff. I think this is a bad thing shiiit #&$*%#! oh well.. go with the flow of the stream, just accept where it will take me.
Reader's option: Is Micah a nice GIRL name LoL
1) Facebooking ( yes if you see me on it's my little brother who plays the facebook games)
2) Food ( Manhattan fish market, sushi, pizza)
3) I shall not be selfish! ( I just realise I sometimes am >_<)
4) ___________________ ( You're not allowed to see! )
I also realise I'm not really serious in studies, mm.... why is that D: i'm not that obsessed with going college or uni stuff. I think this is a bad thing shiiit #&$*%#! oh well.. go with the flow of the stream, just accept where it will take me.
Reader's option: Is Micah a nice GIRL name LoL
7:34 AM
Friday, March 5, 2010
♥ Hmmmm
I've been really busy these days.. not really achieving much either. Maybe cauz my suckish time managing skills ;<
I want to try new things. finally got photoshop to work x3. just no time to use.. too tired after school end up sleeping in the afternoon sigh. And probably i'm slow in EVERYTHING. yes. must improve. Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah !!!
I want to try new things. finally got photoshop to work x3. just no time to use.. too tired after school end up sleeping in the afternoon sigh. And probably i'm slow in EVERYTHING. yes. must improve. Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah !!!
8:22 PM
Sunday, January 17, 2010
♥ A pink strand of hair.
If we were to grow a stand of pink hair each time we have a problem, everyone would have highlights or maybe even a headful of pink hair.
We, keep drooling upon our past actions, always wanting to restart our lives, unmaking those past mistakes. "Why did I do that, or why didn't I gave said that, Why was I so stupid"
All these thoughts just make us worry, feel bad, MERAJUK, and makes us sad for the rest of the day.
What we are really doing is that we are yelling at that strand of pink hair. Isn't that stupid? What we are really doing is this :" Why is this hair here,why won't you go away." And if you just keep questioning and throwing your inner rage at that problem,it's as meaningless as yelling at a rock, or to say that strand of pink hair.
We need to let go.
Forgive.
No matter how much that person has hurt you, even if they screwed up your life, mugged you, cheated on your heart, beat you up just for kicks.
And if we ask ourselves:" How can we forgive? After all that person has done to me." But if we DON'T let go, we'll keep feeding anger to that fire, that burns and eventually consumes us with hatred.
Let me ask you this, WOULD YOU RATHER FEEL ANGRY,SAD,DEPRESSED,EMO or happy?
We need to LET GO to feel at ease, to not hold on to a grudge, to crawl back up after we've fallen. If we keep holding on to that anger, how are we gonna be happy?
And if you still think you can't forgive, there's someone who has been through so much more shit than you, and that is God~
*Ohohoho this links to religion, sorry for those atheist and free tinkers*
He came down, healed the sick,make the blind see, drive the demons out of people, fed the hungry, performed miracles.
And what did we do? Spat on him,tortured him, crucified him. And despite of that, he still loves us.
If I were God, I'd burn every last sucker on this planet. Throw plagues and disasters and sickness and lightning and fire and burn everyone in hell. BUT he didn't. (now isn't that great?)If He was like that, I'd wouldn't be here, and we should of course be like him, cause it's the right thing to do.
So take up your hand, and pluck that pink strand of hair out of your scalp. Let go of the past or you'd never be able to face the future. Forgive those who sin against you. Please come on, I know you are strong.
We, keep drooling upon our past actions, always wanting to restart our lives, unmaking those past mistakes. "Why did I do that, or why didn't I gave said that, Why was I so stupid"
All these thoughts just make us worry, feel bad, MERAJUK, and makes us sad for the rest of the day.
What we are really doing is that we are yelling at that strand of pink hair. Isn't that stupid? What we are really doing is this :" Why is this hair here,why won't you go away." And if you just keep questioning and throwing your inner rage at that problem,it's as meaningless as yelling at a rock, or to say that strand of pink hair.
We need to let go.
Forgive.
No matter how much that person has hurt you, even if they screwed up your life, mugged you, cheated on your heart, beat you up just for kicks.
And if we ask ourselves:" How can we forgive? After all that person has done to me." But if we DON'T let go, we'll keep feeding anger to that fire, that burns and eventually consumes us with hatred.
Let me ask you this, WOULD YOU RATHER FEEL ANGRY,SAD,DEPRESSED,EMO or happy?
We need to LET GO to feel at ease, to not hold on to a grudge, to crawl back up after we've fallen. If we keep holding on to that anger, how are we gonna be happy?
And if you still think you can't forgive, there's someone who has been through so much more shit than you, and that is God~
*Ohohoho this links to religion, sorry for those atheist and free tinkers*
He came down, healed the sick,make the blind see, drive the demons out of people, fed the hungry, performed miracles.
And what did we do? Spat on him,tortured him, crucified him. And despite of that, he still loves us.
If I were God, I'd burn every last sucker on this planet. Throw plagues and disasters and sickness and lightning and fire and burn everyone in hell. BUT he didn't. (now isn't that great?)If He was like that, I'd wouldn't be here, and we should of course be like him, cause it's the right thing to do.
So take up your hand, and pluck that pink strand of hair out of your scalp. Let go of the past or you'd never be able to face the future. Forgive those who sin against you. Please come on, I know you are strong.
2:49 AM
Friday, January 15, 2010
♥ Time
These are the times...
where I want to say.
F * * *
Okay !! These are the times in life
that that shitty person is screwing me over.
and that asshole will burn in hell
SCREWW IT
where I want to say.
F * * *
Okay !! These are the times in life
that that shitty person is screwing me over.
and that asshole will burn in hell
SCREWW IT
1:48 AM
