Tuesday, September 8, 2009
♥ Tuna
I just wanna say, that i'm sorry if i'm not good in talking.
It's kinda because i see things different from everybody, and since i can't feel the same way i can't talk to you like i actually know it. I'm an alien. I need to experience the thing before i know how it feels. Yea it pretty much sucks.
I probably got this attitude from my mom, cause like she sees things like super duper optimistic and it kinda rubbed on me. Like maybe i complain about a friend from school, then she says like :" oh there are always people like that in the world and in life we must try to...............(never ending advise about how to deal with ppl in life-advise)"
So it's kindaa.. annoying sometimes she drones on and on about it sigh. But then someone taught me to look at stuff on the bright sidee wheee... so i guess that's what i'm doing.
There's a girl who jealous..so she bullies or pulls me away. So i guess i think it like this "okay this is my test subject. I see what things she does and NOT DO IT when in future because it hurts others." So I let her keep doing it and i keep learning from her mistakes and i win.
Okay so it's not really the same as my mom, but partially same concept.
So i guess.. everytime something bad has happend to me, It's just a fall. It's like a mistake that we will learn from. Like why there is suffering, for ppl to KNOW what's suffering and WHAT WE DO to OVERCOME IT. So like i had a fight with my friend over..um.. okay example I lied to her that i got a million dollers. So she finds out i don't even have a single penny, so then it's when you know like it's wrong to lie and lying loses your friends and so.. we learn that in the end of the day we should not lie. The falls here are, you and your friend yelling at each other, you and your friend spitting? cat-fight meow..? So if you didn't have that fall how would you know that lying is wrong?
So... bare with me that when i'm shutting up it's that i don't want to say what's in my mind because A) it might hurt the person ( i tend to be mean ) B) ppl would be super annoyed cause i din't say the things they wanted to hear.
And when i blog, it's like i'm a completely different person. maybe cause theres no one here wheee.. or what, it's like a diary. sure sure. Adeline is not really the person you think you see.
So..if there is anything wrong with me just tell me. I respect all your wishes and don't give me stupid things like :" oh i hate how you bring tuna to school it's all milky lol~" because then you have problems, cause theres nothing wrong with tuna
It's kinda because i see things different from everybody, and since i can't feel the same way i can't talk to you like i actually know it. I'm an alien. I need to experience the thing before i know how it feels. Yea it pretty much sucks.
I probably got this attitude from my mom, cause like she sees things like super duper optimistic and it kinda rubbed on me. Like maybe i complain about a friend from school, then she says like :" oh there are always people like that in the world and in life we must try to...............(never ending advise about how to deal with ppl in life-advise)"
So it's kindaa.. annoying sometimes she drones on and on about it sigh. But then someone taught me to look at stuff on the bright sidee wheee... so i guess that's what i'm doing.
There's a girl who jealous..so she bullies or pulls me away. So i guess i think it like this "okay this is my test subject. I see what things she does and NOT DO IT when in future because it hurts others." So I let her keep doing it and i keep learning from her mistakes and i win.
Okay so it's not really the same as my mom, but partially same concept.
So i guess.. everytime something bad has happend to me, It's just a fall. It's like a mistake that we will learn from. Like why there is suffering, for ppl to KNOW what's suffering and WHAT WE DO to OVERCOME IT. So like i had a fight with my friend over..um.. okay example I lied to her that i got a million dollers. So she finds out i don't even have a single penny, so then it's when you know like it's wrong to lie and lying loses your friends and so.. we learn that in the end of the day we should not lie. The falls here are, you and your friend yelling at each other, you and your friend spitting? cat-fight meow..? So if you didn't have that fall how would you know that lying is wrong?
So... bare with me that when i'm shutting up it's that i don't want to say what's in my mind because A) it might hurt the person ( i tend to be mean ) B) ppl would be super annoyed cause i din't say the things they wanted to hear.
And when i blog, it's like i'm a completely different person. maybe cause theres no one here wheee.. or what, it's like a diary. sure sure. Adeline is not really the person you think you see.
So..if there is anything wrong with me just tell me. I respect all your wishes and don't give me stupid things like :" oh i hate how you bring tuna to school it's all milky lol~" because then you have problems, cause theres nothing wrong with tuna
7:59 AM
Saturday, September 5, 2009
♥ Blogging
I have just realise.
when i blog i don't blog
I rant. I complain. I say all the frustration in my mind.
Maybe i won't call this a blog anymore.
But Adeline's Ranting Corner.
when i blog i don't blog
I rant. I complain. I say all the frustration in my mind.
Maybe i won't call this a blog anymore.
But Adeline's Ranting Corner.
7:24 AM
Friday, September 4, 2009
♥ A Promise
Just Few words.. erk
"If you can't fulfill your promise, please don't make one in the beginning"
A promise it means alot actually. You can really hurt someone. That's why i don't make so many if i know there's a chance of me failing it.
So whoever you know who. Keep that promise, if not. I dunno if can ever acknowledge you ever again.
End.
"If you can't fulfill your promise, please don't make one in the beginning"
A promise it means alot actually. You can really hurt someone. That's why i don't make so many if i know there's a chance of me failing it.
So whoever you know who. Keep that promise, if not. I dunno if can ever acknowledge you ever again.
End.
6:04 PM
